I haven’t used this account in a while. And looking back on how DUMB AND NAIVE I was makes me bust out laughing. How could I honestly think that relationship was perfect? It was clearly fucked up and judging by my posts its easy to see how crappy he made me feel about myself. Wow. Just wow. I’m so glad we are broken up lol
i’ve begun to realize my priorities, i’ve seen how screwed up they were, how i haven’t been being the best person..and i’m sorry for that. From here on out it’s only going to get better, we’re going to be stronger, and this is only the beginning of the rest of our lives.
Everything is slowly and surely falling into place. My life is becoming better and better with each passing day. I know it won’t always be this perfect, but I am so content and happy with the direction everything is moving in. I have started college at Neumann and couldn’t be happier there. I feel a closer connection to God, have new friends, begun to volunteer, and am about to start a new club. I started working at Pacsun, a long dream of mine, and it is now a reality. I intend to find another job because I want to start saving up money so I can move out when the time is right. On top of all this, I still have the same boyfriend. We’ve been together for 8 months and it has only gotten better. We’ve moved past the games and the bullshit and haverealized our love for each other. I have improved alot and became a better girlfriend and better person overall. I’ve learned to trust. I’ve learned to be upfront and honest and I’ve learned to treat him the way I want to be treated, to respect and allow myself to give my everything to him 100% of the time. I’m truely happy. I just hope nothing changes..
“Never Settle” for anything less than what you deserve. love this idea
Good to know you can fucking tweet but not text me back when I just got my wisdom teeth out and am bored lonely and sad. Thanks asshole. Keep fucking pushing me away. Don’t come visit me. See if I fucking care. It’s on you know. Just know its hurting me. All the little shit stuff you do fucking kills me. Thanks a fucking lot.
You suck. People suck. No friends. Depressed. Lonely. Bored. I hate wisdom teeth :(
I’m just a prettier version of you..and by that i mean you kinda look similar to me if i was a dumbfakeslut GTFOH!
Our relationship in a nutshell
It’s hard for me to trust people. Especially guys. I’ve been hurt before. It sucks. It took a while to be able to move past it. I still don’t think I am, and I’ll always hold a grudge against the guy that still doesn’t let me let myself go in a relationship, i can never forgive him for making me the way i am. But I’m working on it.
I’ve decided a few weeks ago to love my boyfriend like I’ve never been hurt before. It’s one thing to tell him that and another to actually follow through. I thought at first I was just saying it, but now, I’m actually following through. I’m trusting him better, I’m not being to uptight, I’m believing in him and not worrying about everything so much. He’s still with me after 4 official months, 6if you count the months we were just talking, and over a year since this whole thing started. He must have some interest in me lol.
I’m finding that this way of life, where I allow myself to trust the one I love works out a lot better. I’m not stressed and crazy, and I can relax. I don’t know if I simply started caring less or our relationship is beginning to evolve to something that will be able to last a long time. I’m obviously hoping or the second one. But even so, I’m enjoying the time together. I’m enjoying every second of our hangouts, every silly text and conversation, every play fight, every gangster talk, and every single adorable text he sends. Every thing. I love it. He makes me happier than I’ve ever been
When I think about next year at college, I realize I’ll meet ALOT of guys, but the way i see it, yeah guys will want to go in dates, and yeah they may seem a lot better then vinny. Yeah, I should explore my options, but if I have a good thing going, if I’m perfectly happy, if I feel like we can last, then why risk it? Why mess up a good thing? Why attempt to find something better when what I have is all I need?
It’s just not worth losing everything I have. Everything that we’ve built up..
Just don’t hurt me. My poor heart can’t take anymore pain.